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"Power Of Belief: The Fulfillment Of Debbie Dutch"

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"Over twenty years ago, I arrived in Los Angeles as a somewhat niave, young woman, leaving behind my supportive family in New Jersey -- along with a growing career as a trained-on-Broadway theatre actress in New York City. My dream to be a successful movie actress burned passionately in my heart, consumed my every thought, yet, I also knew I would face many obstacles in pursuing my dream. Exactly what those roadblocks on the way to stardom would be and how I would problem-solve them, I was not fully aware. 'Succeeding' in the 'biz' was far more difficult than I had imagined. Where to go? Who to see?

Buddah Is My Buddy

New to a struggling movie career and the 'Hollywood way', I was introduced to Nichirin Dais Honin's Buddism by a girlfriend to whom I now have infinite gratitude. When Jennifer told me about chanting the words 'Nam-myoho- renge-kyo' and what it had done and continues to do for others, I was ready and willing, excited to give anything a shot. Nothing to loose, huh?

Since then, my 'human revolution' through Buddism has transformed not only my dream of becoming a successful actress into reality but likewise has also made me a happy person by fulfilling my mission for 'Kosen-Rufu'.

Kharma Chameleon Hit Hard!

Just as I began my new jurney, the unthinkable happened. I was in a terrible car accident. I all but lost my right arm and my face was disfigured in the accident. The physical and emotional pain and the struggle to return to acting was almost too much, let alone taking care of myself as a person!

When I began chanting on a regular basis, my acting career took off and peace and tranquilty returned to my life overall. I was cast in a series of 'A' movies and TV shows with major stars! I was in creative rapture! With the support and encouragement from friends and family and leaders of the SGI, telling me to not give up on the persuit of success, within a year I recieved a part -- ironically enough -- on 'General Hospital'. After spending so much time in the hospitals I truly felt the 'mystical compassion'.

Starring in several 'horror' genre movies allowed me to expressed my repressed fears and inner pain by screaming, running and so forth. The films became hits. The performances earned me celebrity status as a 'Scream Queen'.

As a high-profile 'Scream Queen', I have appeared on countless magazine covers, trading cards -- even my lip-prints and signature were reproduced on coffee mugs! To this day, I am asked to appear at conventions to sign autographs for fans. Being a film star has given me the opportunity to tour Japan. While there, I visited the SGI headquarters and Gongyo. I recieved personal guidance from Mrs. Chisako Kobayashi, SGI's Women's Division Vice Chief, who encouraged me to show actual proof of the Gattonzon's effectiveness. The meeting was ONE OF THE GREAT APEXES OF MY LIFE!

A Diva Dilemma

More recently, I audition for roles intended for women in their twenties and early thirties and, although I do my best at the auditions, producers and casting agents pass me over due to my 'age', meaning I'm a little 'mature' for the part. Having auditioned for women's characters in their forties, my agent suggested to me that I didn't get the parts because I looked younger than what the producers and directors envisioned for the parts, being that I am younger looking than my true age.

I am in a dilemma. Who am I as an actress now, knowing full well acting is not only an art but a strict BUSINESS? No way do I want to retire and I sincerely want to inspire others to persuavere and overcome setbacks to make their dreams come true.

I went to the GoHonzon and chanted from the bottom of my heart to manifest the perfect role for me to accomplish my mission for Kosen-Rufu. I felt as though I was chanting to the true mirror of my life. I became transparent before the GoHonzon and I faced the cathartic moment of truth! What is my happiness? Is it what I think it is? What is my true mission in my life and do I believe in myself?

I was scared to let go of the past and terrified of the unknown future. My 'little girl' kharma of projecting being alone, abondoned and helpless overwhlemed me. Yet, I challenged my kharma with the powerful daimoku from the depths of my spirit, transforming fear and suffering into beams of light and hope. My faith strengthened and took over.

'The GoHonzon: Observing The Mind' was spoken about at my group meeting at SGI. As the teacher stated, 'Ultimately, it is belief in our own potential that enables human beings to advance in the face of difficulties. The GoHonzon is the embodiment of the belief in the unlimited potiential of life.'

These Are 'Savage' Times

I was called to audition for a new movie starring Fred Savage. He is a great actor, known for his role on TV's 'The Wonder Years'. As I waited my turn, I looked around at all the gorgeous young women who were also auditioning. My faith in the GoHozon and a determination to show actual proof of the belief and my abilities and win the role was stronger than any self-doubt. When I did the audition scene for the director, my belief and confidence in myself touched his life. My daimoku penetrated his heart. I was called back for another role that appeared to have been written for me. I knew victory was mine! I got the part! When time came to film, I was on the East coast on my summer vacation with my family. I ended my vacation early in order to returhn to LA to shoot. Another obstacle!

I was very emotional saying good-bye to my mother and then to good ol' 'Mother Nature'. Adding to my upset was horrendous thuderstorms delaying the flight from Newark. I shared the plan of filming the up-coming movie role with a young woman who I sat next to on the plane. She was beginning her career as a classical musician and I saw alot of myself in her when I was starting out in the business.

After three hours of delay, I finally arrived in Cincinati. Then, I was immediately told by airport personnel that my connecting flight to L.A. had departed long before I arrived and told I had to spend the night in Cincinati. What a nightmare! I had to be back in L.A. for an 8 A.M. wardrobe call and to shoot the movie!

I felt as though I was in my own 'horror movie'! The airport was a ghosttown. I was overwhelmed by feelings of confusion and desperation. Totally exhausted and drained, I pleaded with the airline agent to get me on a plane back to L.A. Robot-like, she said, it was IMPOSSIBLE! That's when I began to chant once more, to make the impossible possible.

Suddenly came news. There was one chance. Due to the storms on the East Coast, one plane was left to go to L.A. but that plane was part of a different airline and the plane was over-booked. Since 9-11, FAA regulations do not accept standby passengers -- or so the story goes. I carried my over-sized luggage as fast as I could all the way over to the other terminal and chanted all the way under my breath. When I got to the ticket counter, I explained my situation through pitiful tears. A compassionate woman behind the counter bent the rules for me. I ended up back in L.A. that night!

While on the film's set, I was elated with a joy I've felt many times, especially when I've fought courageously, with Nam-myoho-renge-kyo as my sword and won my dreams. The shooting of the film was one of the most wonderful experiences to date! I performed my part perfectlly! I was overjoyed through the shoot and was able to share Nam-myo-kenge-kyo with Fred Savage, by relating my expereinces with Ally Mills who played the mother on 'The Wonder Years'.

Once I finished filming my part, I recieved an ovation of applause from the cast and crew when the director said, '...And... It's a wrap for Deborah Dutch...' The producer even came to me, kindly saying what a good actress I happen to be. I felt overwhelmingly fulfilled in my life and so happy.

I have renewed my determination to diligently work for Kosen-Rufu, to deepen my relationship with President Ikeda, and to fight one-hundred-percent to achieve my mission as an artist for Kasen-Rufu, helping others, encouraging them to make their dreams come true and be happy. I am so appreciative of the SGI and the GoHozon.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart."

     

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